| | I really appreciate when people give me criticisms. They have some observation about me that I can't make about myself. Of course I don't appreciate the criticisms that are done out of anger, but if they're meant to help improve me, hey, then that's good for me. It's then a blessing. Someone once told me, "hey man, you have this attitude, like you don't give a [care]." Basically, it was that I didn't care about anything. And I started to think at that time, I really didn't care that I didn't care.
It's been 8 years since that happened, and to some extent, i still have this complacency that I just can't shake off. But at least I've discovered a purpose in life to live for God and to show God's love to others. I do care. And I'm not just saying that to justify anything. I prioritize people over things for instance (like suze orman). Sure, I don't keep in touch with people as much as I want, but I'm glad I've kept in contact with the people I've kept in contact with. Certain people just don't want to keep in contact and there's nothing I can do to change that. So i was just thinking about this recently because I was doing some processing. I try to think about how I've changed for the better. And then I try to set some goals. And I try to see if I've reached certain goals. And as I see how I've grown, I can't stop seeing the child in me.
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| | Posted 4/10/2009 2:42 PM - 6 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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